I had a cool pair of shoes once, perfect in every way.
I loved them so much that I never wore them.
Too afraid to wear them until the perfect moment came.
Suddenly they got stolen...the box too.
with that being said I'm gettin' T.R.A.P.S.T.A.R on my knuckles!
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
May, 18th 2010
she needed me...
she depended on me...
she relied on me...
and i was there!
fuck yeahhhhhh
she depended on me...
she relied on me...
and i was there!
fuck yeahhhhhh
Saturday, May 15, 2010
May 15th 1010
I am weak.
i was ignorant.
I succumbed.
and now I am empty handed.
the world is full of "whatevers"
always be aware.
for when you cross a "whatever", know that they are just a "whatever".
a pawn if you will.
one that'll justify mediocre needs, but in reality they are just "wants".
I am angry, a feeling I seldom experience.
I am disappointed, a feeling that was completely avoidable.
I am enraged, that there is nothing I can do about it...for now.
which is WHEN I want to act upon these feelings the most.
i was ignorant.
I succumbed.
and now I am empty handed.
the world is full of "whatevers"
always be aware.
for when you cross a "whatever", know that they are just a "whatever".
a pawn if you will.
one that'll justify mediocre needs, but in reality they are just "wants".
I am angry, a feeling I seldom experience.
I am disappointed, a feeling that was completely avoidable.
I am enraged, that there is nothing I can do about it...for now.
which is WHEN I want to act upon these feelings the most.
Monday, May 10, 2010
May 10th 2010
I've disappointed my mom
the day of all days that she should be proud
i've disappointed myself
indulged in an act that will make me a hypocrite
im enjoying this too much
i want more
i was a hero today
is THIS what im longer for?
is there MORE of this hypocritical feeling that I could be enjoying?
im afraid to go any further
i know this isn't the end
however it could be if I wasn't so weak
for i've allowed myself to go this far in the first place.
*sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*
the day of all days that she should be proud
i've disappointed myself
indulged in an act that will make me a hypocrite
im enjoying this too much
i want more
i was a hero today
is THIS what im longer for?
is there MORE of this hypocritical feeling that I could be enjoying?
im afraid to go any further
i know this isn't the end
however it could be if I wasn't so weak
for i've allowed myself to go this far in the first place.
*sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*
Saturday, May 1, 2010
May 1st 2010
Prom seems cool.
mines was funny.
time is money.
money is opportunity?
opportunity is (potential) experience?
experience is knowledge?
knowledge is freedom?
Money = Freedom? Technically...: / ???
i dont know where im going with this.
mines was funny.
time is money.
money is opportunity?
opportunity is (potential) experience?
experience is knowledge?
knowledge is freedom?
Money = Freedom? Technically...: / ???
i dont know where im going with this.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
April 28, 2010
things are finally going me
they always are, always will be
it's either me or you
...'less you get hit by a comet
then it's going "x"
"x" is the reason it rains at picnics
hmm. as it turns out, "x" is nature
they always are, always will be
it's either me or you
...'less you get hit by a comet
then it's going "x"
"x" is the reason it rains at picnics
hmm. as it turns out, "x" is nature
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
April 27, 2010
(Today my clothes are clean.
teeth too, gadgets charged.
sky's nice, winds cold.
a poor choice for shorts but the door's already locked...
things once taken for granted.
privileges now.
things I'll soon aquire again,
but until then.)x5
teeth too, gadgets charged.
sky's nice, winds cold.
a poor choice for shorts but the door's already locked...
things once taken for granted.
privileges now.
things I'll soon aquire again,
but until then.)x5
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- Austin! White
- Like many of you I'm an insomniac that spends most of my night's browsing the internet, playing video games,watching T.V., or all three at the same time. Basically making every effort to die from a heart attack at 36 with Carpal Tunnel Syndrome. I thoroughly enjoy discovering new music and I love Hamburger Helper over fries (thanks chris).
