I've disappointed my mom
the day of all days that she should be proud
i've disappointed myself
indulged in an act that will make me a hypocrite
im enjoying this too much
i want more
i was a hero today
is THIS what im longer for?
is there MORE of this hypocritical feeling that I could be enjoying?
im afraid to go any further
i know this isn't the end
however it could be if I wasn't so weak
for i've allowed myself to go this far in the first place.
*sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*
- Austin! White
- Like many of you I'm an insomniac that spends most of my night's browsing the internet, playing video games,watching T.V., or all three at the same time. Basically making every effort to die from a heart attack at 36 with Carpal Tunnel Syndrome. I thoroughly enjoy discovering new music and I love Hamburger Helper over fries (thanks chris).
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